Just sat down after a tiring day. Overall, the day wasn't anything out of the ordinary. I had some pain earlier in the day that slowly progressed as the day went on. It's happened before, it'll happen again. However, the moment I sat down a wave of emotions washed over me. Tired, obviously - I have 2 small children. Frustrated because I have pain that I can't do much else to relieve. Sad and afraid because I want to be the best for my kids but I want to cry from the pain sometimes. I don't want them to suffer or have anything less than an awesome childhood just because they drew the short straw in the mom department.
I try to keep a positive attitude most of the time. I'm completely aware that I'm lucky. I could be in worse condition. Sometimes it just hits me like a truck and I get overwhelmed by reality. Does that ever happen to you?
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